i really hate it when time is a big defining factor and you freaking drag it. i know very well you will lose out when you drag too long. you might as fucking well tell me to do it. then i dont have to attempt to settle this and worry im gonna freaking fail my exam.

I AM REALLY TIRED AND PISSED OFF. go away. whatever i wanna do, it doesnt match YOUR lifestyle, YOUR culture, YOUR values.

so you gonna tell me its a waste of money and boring? you dont go la.

till tdy, i rmb the days when i wanted to spend some time with my family. just because i cldnt bloody hell entertain you, you had to go spend time with her just 'cause you are bored and i cldnt accompany you.

i really got enough ok.

just because i dont really care about MU or LP

i am the same yet i am so different from 5 years ago.

why am i just so different from everyone else? i can never fathom.
my life, well, just aint the same. so many things to hide. so many things to fear.
so many things left unspoken.

the stark silence hovers menacingly.
did you know what that means? neither do i.

craving for attention yet wanting to be alone.
its tough being a living paradox.

you arent ever sure of what you ever wanted to be.
life is just too random

as random as listening to 8 guys talking about soccer and just smiling like you know what they said and then someone discovering you're lost and you realise, hey, he's lost too.
that's like.. the most random thing. its so random you go back to smiling and pretending and hoping they'll gonna stop arguing over Man U n Liverpool so you can endure your pounding headache in deafening silence.

i'm so totally over mooncakes. dont wanna eat another one!!

and no. food poisoning is the WORST way to lose weight. and KFC SUCKS.