just want to lie on your shoulder, cry and cry away all the pain and frustration and once and for all, wash them all away.

it was simply put, a highly amusing encounter. i didnt need to be told that i cannot create the frustrating event. if the event was created by me, it does not qualify as a frustrating event. truly amusing but hey i dont put such stuff up without a brain.

and i know that removing me.. creates a non-performance for the contract. but that still does not tantamount to frustration as the act of "removing" myself is deliberate.

i didnt need the lesson. thank you. and definitely i did not need to be told...
THAT I CANNOT VOID MY OWN CONTRACT BY MY OWN FRUSTRATION!!!

=D the things guys do for a temporary ego boost.
well.. 5mins of "high" at my expense.. hmm i dont really care~

we're just moving further away.
doesnt really matter huh.

where are you, who are you.
and they say i dont say much. what is there to say?

shld have just gone, july 2006.

so what if we drift apart. somehow it doesnt really affect me much.
and so you dont sms. oh i actually didnt realise.
so, i didnt see you this weekend. and then?
so what if we're staying cos we are too lazy to move?

there's nothing i can do to prevent everything from slipping away.
so, cheers!

*shrugs. life still goes on, kiddo.

i feel the same every morning when i open my eyes. sometimes i dont even remember you until my day ends. you've just quietly faded into the background.

i dont like normalcy. but you are the exact epitome of it.