i dont want to read too deep into it. but im not the only one that has realized.

post break up:

dont know if you think its just another fight or really mean what you've said.
i still have that sms. i still pinch myself to see if its real.
but since things have come this way, it comes to a point in time that i can just walk away, i think, you have to accept it too.
as a friend i am still here. but nothing more than that.

i really dont think its meant to be. i dont see us in the long term.

if u must, leave it fate. if its yours, it will be. if it isnt, let it go.



therapy:
half a pint of chocolate+durian ice cream
nonsensical eating
2 boxes of tissue
a few packets of biscuit
finally waking up