stupid INSTEP. stupid school. stupid matching courses. stupid FYP. gonna waste another day in front of the laptop stressing over INSTEP results.

so much for telling people to pull themselves together when i cant even do the same.

kinda amused. what im not able to do so in real life i do so in reel life. (cue many sweat drops)

although not quite with the person i would want to... (i asked you but you didnt quite like the idea)

but anyway, for 60HP, which I half suspect I dont even half to pay, what do I have to lose?

still, I wish it was you instead.

finally handed over. had enough of co. all i can say is that i still love its music, my instrument a lot. but im sick and tired of the current co i am in. i can almost say it's this co that resulted in me quitting my private lessons and losing total interest. (i swear xls thought i wanted to go back to her when i called her the other day. )
it's a thankless job and at the end of the day there's no appreciation only criticism.

a number of annoyances that really get to me:
1) X need help. X tells only a few people that he/she needs help and freaking hell complains at meetings that no one helps. come on. i saw u when u needed help and i helped u to the best i can. i am not the only one who was wondering why were u complaining no one helped you when you didnt ask at all. if u dont ask, how the freaking hell will the rest of us know.

2) Y complains about something being inadequate and posing a problem. as above. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM PLEASE JUST GET IT OUTTA YOUR MOUTH. how the heck would i know?

3) you're a ___. you know, the rest of the biz sch knows it. it doesnt get in your dense forested head.

4) stop bugging me

5) our mistake. your glee. you fail.

6) short sightedness is a crime.



there's a new ipod touch that costs much lesser...... *bangs head

She left without leaving a number
Said she needed to clear her mind
He figured she’d gone back to Austin
Cause she talked about it all the time
It was almost a year before she called him up
3 rings and an answering machine is what she got

If you’re calling about the car, I sold it
If this is Tuesday night I’m bowling
If you got something to sell you’re wasting your time
I’m not buying
If its anybody else wait for the tone you know what to do and
P.S. if this is Austin I still love you….

The telephone fell to the counter she heard
But she couldn’t believe what kind of man would
Hang on that long what kind of love that must be

She waited 3 days and then she tried again
She didn’t know what she’d say but she heard 3 rings and then….

If its Friday night I’m at the ball game
And First thing Saturday if it don’t rain
I’m headed out to the lake and I’ll be gone
All weekend long but I’ll call you back when I get home on
Sunday afternoon and P.S. if this is Austin I still love you

Well this time she left her number but not another word
And then she waited by the phone on Sunday evening
And this is what he heard

If you’re calling about my heart its still yours
I should have listened to it a little more
And it wouldn’t have taken me so long to know where I belong

And by the way boy this is no machine you’re talking to
Can’t ya tell this is Austin and I still love you.

Blake Shelton - If this is Austin

if i could ever find someone like that... i'll give up my entire life and dreams and help him chase his life and dreams. i'll throw everything away for him.

i found a little of myself in the time spent with you. thank you, for helping me forget the worries and pain.

im just too lazy to edit any mistakes, pardon me. still havent got around to uploading anything/etc. it kinda sucks to have not much of an aim in mind, having an empty part lingering around you. you just don't quite know what's wrong, it's just that there's something missing, something you want, something you yearn. the problem is that you dont quite know WHAT.

i honestly am really divided between what i know i should do and i what i cant bear to do. divided between a lie and a reality. divided nicely between what i know and what i choose to believe. i wonder when one of us will truly let go of our side of this tug of war.

倒帶
作詞:方文山　作曲:周杰倫

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　說的未來到底多久才來
總是要來不及才知道我可愛　我想依賴而你卻都不在

應該開心的地帶　你給的全是空白
一個人假日發呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的門外　卻一直都進不來　
你累積給的傷害　我是真的很難釋懷

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來
終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　被你親手緩緩推入懸崖

從我臉上的蒼白　看到記憶慢下來　
過去甜蜜在倒帶　只是感覺已經不在
而我對你的期待　被你一次次摔壞　
已經碎成太多塊　要怎麼拼湊跟重來

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來
終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開