im just too lazy to edit any mistakes, pardon me. still havent got around to uploading anything/etc. it kinda sucks to have not much of an aim in mind, having an empty part lingering around you. you just don't quite know what's wrong, it's just that there's something missing, something you want, something you yearn. the problem is that you dont quite know WHAT.

i honestly am really divided between what i know i should do and i what i cant bear to do. divided between a lie and a reality. divided nicely between what i know and what i choose to believe. i wonder when one of us will truly let go of our side of this tug of war.