for the remaining of my course, i do not wish to have anything to do with co anymore. not that i don't like it. i'll just prefer to have more time to spend on myself, family, my friends, schoolwork and everyone that i've been neglecting. there's no point in tussling around something that i've simply lost enjoyment for.

i want to do something i've never tried before/never dreamt of trying. it's time to live my life the way i want it.

had enough of the co life. i want MY life. i don't want to be dictated and thrown around like some teddy bear anymore. no longer at your beck and call and manipulation. it's time to let go. i cant wait for my time to let go.


-saw all the rampage of tags on sn's blog. i guess everyone needs to calm down and talk it out. all i can say it, what's done is done. no point blaming anyone for any wrong decisions. i've done what i can. i dont have any regrets. just bear in mind, if we did not meet your expectations, it doesnt mean we are wrong or lousy. new people, new ideas.


on hindsight, im goddamn annoyed cos my mum keeps rubbing in that my neighbour got into smu biz. im already regretting a lot of things thus far. but von's right, i need to look forward. the past cannot be changed, you can only ensure your future's good. dont expect me to stay around for long.im a drifter. never a stay-er

cos im bored



1. Real name => mozzie food
2. Nickname => turkey. dumbdumb.
3. Married => nope
4. Male or Female => female
5. High school => the one opposite tchs
6. College => the one beside my high school
7. Short or long hair => somewhere in between?
8. Are you a health freak => nah.. I LOVE KFC. how's that for health
9. Height => i'll tell you my ideal height.. 161cm. how's that.
10. Do you have a crush on someone => there's a possibility
11. Do you like yourself => i hope so
12. Piercings => zer0
13. Righty or Lefty => right handed. wish i could be ambidextrous

FIRST'S
14. First surgery => when i was around 7.. if my memory still works
15. First piercing(s) => nopes
16. First person you see in the morning =>mr cockroach
17. First award => colouring contest! haha
18. First sport you joined => 4X100m relay race
19. First pet => poor goldfishy
20. First vacation => Genting.. when i was 2 and cldnt remember a single thing
21. First concert => too long ago. when i was 5?
22. First crush => THAT WAS IN KINDERGARTEN. shoo.

CURRENTLY
23. Eating => air
24. Drinking => molecules
25. I'm about to => go berserk

YOUR FUTURE
26. Want kids => those screamy unglam accessories? no thanks.
27. Want to get married => im getting married to my bolster thank you very much
28. Careers in mind => hermit

WHICH ONE IS BETTER
29. Lips or eyes => eyes
30. Hugs or kisses => hugs
31. Shorter or taller => taller unless i wear killer heels.*smirks. find me a guy shorter than me and i'll find you an elixer for permanent longevity.
32. Romantic or spontaneous => BOTH. i want my cake and eat it.
33. Sensitive or loud => sensitive
34. Trouble maker or hesitant => neither. i hate ppl who gives me headaches and dont dare to do what they want to do

HAVE YOU EVER
35. Kissed a stranger => nope
36. Drank bubbles => does bubble tea count?
37. Lost glasses/contacts => i need my specs.. so i try not to lose them..
38. Ran away from home => almost
39. Liked someone younger => yes
40. Liked someone older => if older is a few years...then i suppose so
41. Broken someone's heart => oops a daisy. your heart's slippery
42. Been arrested => NOOO
43. Cried when someone died => hMmm
44. Liked a friend => i like strangers better?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
45. Yourself => yes yes yes.
46. Miracles => sort of.
47. Heaven => is there cream cheese there?
48. Santa claus => sort of.
49. Angels => ??

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ~*
50. Is there one person you want to be with right now => nopes
51. Do you believe in God => nope sry.

contemplative

being extremely numb and detached of late. been wondering if i should stay. but the promise binds me. i'm determined to keep this promise, even if i look like a fool.
i have no one to talk to. no free time except when you're at lessons. you dont understand me. i guess it's not your fault. even my mum gets exasperated at times.

but now the chance has arrived. i dont want to be enslaved to my heart anymore. love shouldnt be the reason i keep forgiving and bowing my head to your reprimands and demands. if you cannot comprehend the value of compromise, i cant help you any more.

to put it harshly, i dont know if you love me enough to compromise on your life. it's not about accomodating me totally. it's about whether you are willing to put up another person in your life and making things work out.

i dont want to apologise for your mistakes and watch how you turn all wrongs into rights without a bat of an eyelid

just cos im dead bored.




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everytime i stare at this blank slate, my mind just turns into a puddle of nothingness.


very happy for my 21st birthday. *hugs to von, gl, wl, xt for celebrating with me on friday=) the ice cream cake was totally sinful! haha.

haha the adidas watch isnt 100% like this. the watch face sides are metal. this is the big version. mine's the smaller one cos my hand's small! i love my sis. even though i think she smells. hahahahaha. just kidding.

SZ series. magnesium alloy cover. interesting texture. 2GB ram. 160GB HD. T8100 2.1GHZ windows vista business. wireless AGN. inbuilt webcam. nvidia graphic card. 13.3 inch and weighs a nifty 1.9kg=)

rose gold and white gold. so delicate i dont dare to wear it! =)=)

lotsa love to my family! haha. my mum got me a bracelet, my sis got me an adidas watch, my dad got me a VAIO. how cool is that. yeah!

it's that little warm fuzzy feeling inside:)

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i didnt win 4D! so annoying haha. my birthdate opened on sunday. what the hell what the hell. *curse swear. my luck was that my birthdate actually opened.. but i didnt seize opportunity of it. WHY DIDNT I THINK OF IT. this always happen to me. life gives me oranges but i have no idea how to make orange juice.

haha. funny. bored. goodfreind's (there is no spelling error) off to indo.. just came back from m'sia snorkelling. i wanna see pics. you forgot my birthday you dumbass. haha. good to have someone to take your mind off things. come back faster before you go NS!

you only want it when it's over. so what's the point? power? strength? dominance? to prove that as long as you have the ability to do such a thing? just because you feel like it?


hidden beneath all that vengence. where are you? as time pass on, you grow darker, more sinister. where are you? where have you gone?


even if i get a million bucks, i still will not be happy. all i want is to see you happy. just for 24 hours. even if it's fabricated. the truth hurts.


there's no such thing as love. it's only power and serving the strong.

my head hurts. i really dont want to be doing projects the next few days. super annoying. it'll just be a freaking waste of time and everything. i've had enough of doing projects with all these people.

hug me?