hallucinating. seeing cockroaches everywhere. maybe not. apparently someone's house DOES have a nest of cockroaches deep within the cupboards filled with can food and plenty instant noodles. the cockroach's fast, FAST and gleams a dark disgusting brown.

still pondering about the ipod touch. *wonders and ponders.

stoning at s3.1 now. bored stiff. cant really sleep cos my back hurts if i try to sleep in a sitting position. i look like crap. hair sticking out at all odd angles and turning panda-ish. zzzz

nearly vomitting blood these few days. coughing up blood sometimes. i mean literally blood. can taste it in my throat. ew. gross. maybe i overworked my lungs or something. aiya. one of these days i'm gonna die of something nasty. maybe i'll prefer to die of chcolate overload. sounds good doesnt it?

sleep deprivation isnt good for the soul. makes me crazy. not like im very sane to begin with.




if im fatter i'm gonna look like a panda.